- only can attend the LAS meeting & garedening until 2.30 pm
- only can attend the PMO practice on Sat, from 8.30 am to 3.30 pm
- not allowed to take part in any performance & extra/special events, activities
- cannot hold any post in these both societies
To stop the fight along these 4 yrs, i'm forced to agree. I'm too~ tired on these. That means i have to resign what i'm holding now in LAS but... i decided not to and going to lie to my dad. Fotunately, Hui Sin understand & sympathize me. I'm glad to have her, i work easily under her. Thx a lot, Hui Sin. But then, another problem i'm going to face. The competition in Dec... Well... i had decided... On Sat, when we, the percussion section ( Sin Hui, Lu Mei, Des, Jayker, Qi Yao, Li Min, Le Ling & I) went for our lunch before we took bus to Klang, i told my final decision to Lu Mei... i'm not going to take part in the competition ( my last & the only chance ) as i really can't think any reason to lie my dad and go for competition anymore. Lu Mei know my situation, so she allowed me. I asked Lu Mei for giving Hui Qing to take my place. She agreed too... Good luck, Hui Qing. I'm sure u can do better than me.
Haiz... it's really very hard for me to make these decisions... but what else can i do... the only thing i can do now is work hard for my last term exam... i'm worrying whether i can go for the PMO trip or not next year. It's my last chance to go with my PMO buddies... but i feel that my dad will sure not allow me... pray hard now.
My mood was really XXXXX on sat... but it was my last performance... why not i go happily and enjoy myself ?! So... no one knew what had happened on fri, but only Pei Mun... i really want to enjoy... Suprisingly, everything went absolutely good that day... i played well for the "Jiao Liu Hui' that morning ( pei mun told me that... dunno whether is true or not )... performance that night was... ICHIBANG! really(compared to the previous performance)... i was so touch to see my Form 1 juniors, Qi Yao and Yan Hui on the stage. They were playing well, really... as a Form 1 junior... the timpani i used that day was also ICHIBANG... made in UK, OMG!!! In so many times i played "the Lord of the Dance", it was the best, but i know my standard is low, still have to put a lot of effort...
That night... we were really very very very tired after carried all the instruments from the 3rd floor to LG... Then, we went back to our bus. On the way back to school, everyone were very high, instead of half-dead!!! We were playing with Pn. Lim and our conducter, Mr. Wong. Under Sijun's guide, Pn. Lim & Mr. Wong opened their golden mouth. They sang many folk songs... Actually on that moment, i was already in a bad mood... sitting quietly at the back seat... Everyone were having fun in front... Oh~ it's all their fault... when i heard the songs they sang, looking at all my buddies, having fun... i really couldn't stand... covering my face with the my unform, tears just came out uncontrolled... some of them sitting at the back seat knew... but they acted like they didn't know what happen... continue their activities... Liying aksed me whether i'm ok or not when i went down from bus... Jayker kept making me laught with some stupid actions... =)
Sunday night... when i on9, Jayker and Kai Foong msn me... Jayker made me happy... KF was concerning about me... feel sweet in my heart until now... thx u guys a lot!
all these years... i really thank my buddies for their supports, care & LOVE! i aprreciate a lot... sometimes i can't make it to pratices... meetings... hope u guys understand me. Good luck in the coming performance and competition! Love u guys always!
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