We're in the finalist!!!

OLEH~ OLEH OLEH OLEH~

HOORAY!!!

we're in the finalist...

but actually i'm not suprised too...

coz i sure we can go into final...

huh! XD

Hui Qing was the 1st one who informed me the good news... at 1st i heard her voice... i thought we were failed... but i'm not 100% wrong yet... when she told me the result then i just answered:" En! " she asked me why i didn't look suprised? then i answered her:" Bcoz i'm sure we can get into final... but if u wan to suprise me, then u have to tell me that we can't get into the final...!" i have full confident to PMO, if we can't get into final, then it will be the 1st time in our history... malunya... but we made it again...

frankly speaking, i really didn't have special feeling to this news... maybe is bcoz i'm not one of the participants gua... i dunno how they feel when they heard the news on the sport... if i was there, i think i'll happy till cry... Haha! coz it's the 1st time to have this feeling... 1st time involved in the competition... last time to participate... 1st experience... many 1st & last times for us... special event, special feeling... hmm... i'm very jealous... -.- just hope that i was there at that moment...i was happy to recieve Hui Qing's msg... happy to noe that she did quite well... didn't disappoint me...

anyway... tmr will be the final... if u guys tell me that we're in the top 4, then it really suprised me... maybe that time u guys have to visit me in the ICU... wahaha, choi!

Lets Cheer For PMO!!!

Competition, PMO Jia You!!!

tomorrow will be the competition...

today was the rehearsal...

chin harn told me was ok...

maybe it was true but maybe not...

i noe some of them aren't prepared yet...

just hope that they will not panic on the stage...

i noe Hui Qing was really stressed and moody lately...

but i'm happy for her...

coz i noe that she had tried her best...

it's the most happy thing for me now...

thx a lot for helping me!!!

Guys...

best wishes from me...

good luck and all the best...

do ur best and also...

help me to do my part on stage...

i'm not there with u guys...

but our hearts are the same...

our aim and hope will always be the same...

Jia You...

i'm waiting ur good news...

Miss Them... Miss PMO...

I saw Pei Lin just now...

I saw Pooi Ling just now...

I saw Pei Mun just now...

I saw Shu Huey just now...

I saw Milk just now...

I saw MANY OF THEM just now...

in my dream...

Miss Them So Much...

dunno whether they're well prepared

for the coming competition or not...

Wish you guys Good Luck...

can't go through the moment with u guys

very sorry...

I'm really feel so sorry

for u guys...

for my both sections...

for the AJKs...

for PMO...

Hope to see u guys soon...

remember...

must bring me good news oh...

I love u guys so much...

GAMBATE!!!

Miss Them...

Haiyo... long time didn't update here... just too lazy to post... so boring at home ar!!! 3 days didn't go for PMO practices liao... bcoz of my DAD... lame excuses... hate him... couldn't see my juniors for a long time... MISS THEM so much! and they are having exam now... from what HQ, KF & LM told me, i noe they were not performed well for the guan mo hui and practical exam... quite disappointed... even the good one like Yan Hui and Qi Yao were also not good... not enough practice... Arg... quite angry... HUH! very sad ar... couldn't attend last fri practice... missed my last gotong-royong in PMO... caused a Yi Han in my life... dunno how is the new arrangement... hope that they didn't throw my things away... forgot to take them home... btw... i've to thx Pei Mun for helping me to keep my things... i was worried if i ask KF help me to take care coz i noe he surely dun like and can't be bother...



Hui Qing faced some problem recently... feel so sorry for her...busy with the exam, competition practice and OD stuff then some family problems... i noe she is too stress... but i can't help her much... feel so useless... if not i asked her to replace my place, she wouldn't be so stress... she keeps worrying that she'll make our team lose bcoz of her... she is not very confident on her tempo... feeling sorry for not always attend the practice but actually she's facing many problems now... just hope that she can able to go through all this obstacles... and do her best in the comin competiton...



very depressed recently... having lonely and boring holiday at home, can't go anywhere... cannot attend practice... juniors facing problem... knowing practice is until Dec make me very headache, dunno how to tell my dad, sure will kena scold again fr him... haiz...

Living in 16 from now...

i'm turning 16 now...
recieved many wishes when i woke up...
the 1st one was fr Pei Mun... a midnight msg...
then fr Lu Mei... a very unexpected msg...
first time she wish me...
wants me to be more matured...
am i that childish???
nx was fr Xue Ni, the beloved senior...
my dear junior, Hui Qing msged me too...
the msg was... LOL...
" Thx for being the best senior in the world! =D Haha... but i'm the best senior in the universe ;)"
but OMG... Kai Foong msged me too...
very very unbelievable... coz he said b4 he hates bufday...
he said was becuase i wished him b4 so he 'forced' too, i think...
quite sad... but still happy la...
what an 'honour'! LOL...
then Wilson, Lai Yee, Ean Wearn, Pei Lin and other frens in friendster wished me too...

think back bout last yr...
i still kept all those msg i recieved on the same date last yr...
fr Pei Mun, Lyn Wei, the 2 PLs, Shu Huey, Wai Leng and Hui Lin...
i still can show them to u... ^^
but actually... it was an unhappy memory...
i still remembered it was on fri... PMO practice...
i was scolded by my dad that day...
so couldn't go for practice...
then the nx day still had performance in school...
i remember Sat i was very very depressed...
no one noe what had happened but they still asked me...
the 2 PLs, Pei Mun, Shu Huey and others...
so the performance was not bad...
but after that i recieved a present fr Shu Huey and dunno who else...
the very FIRST present they gave me...
quite touch la... coz it was the first present in these 3 yrs...
everytime they ask me for present but none of them gave me present b4...
so actually i was quite angry bout that... ^^
but then they still made me happy and the most important thing was...
they still remember my birthday...
i'm very appreciate...

today very boring...
stayed in house the whole day...
on9 and read novel...
mom prepared dinner for me...
and baked cake, CHOCOLATE BUTTER CAKE...
and as usual... i had abalone for dinner...
we usually have abalone every special festivals and everyone's birthday...
haha... this was the 7th can abalone this yr...
then have to wait until the nx chinese new yr...

The Three Little Abalones...

then dad asked me what i wan for present...

then i said i wan to go for practice every fri in this Nov...

finally, he alowed...

see... i'm so sacrified...

nx time i wan to ask him whether i can go to watch the competition anot...

haiz... hope that he will alow me...

wao... so fast i'm ord 16...

starting now i'm living in 16...

this yr quite suffer...

but i believe nx yr will be more suffer...

i believe my nx birthday will be a better one...

Lastly...

allow me to wish myself...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Looking Forward Something...

today PMO's guan mo hui...
juniors okok lo...
some were better than expected...
some just... haiz...
just too nervous...
all scolded by me...
but just played with them la... ^^
Qi Yao the best...
Joel... haiz... no comment...
chose a wrong song...
but his percussion was quite well performed...
better than our expectation a lot...
just used a wrong side of drum...
slight missed...
Form 2s... okok...
better than expected...
Form 1s had highed up the standard...
cute little juniors... ^^
love them so much...


today i thought someone will wish me...
sob... no one wished me...
only the lamest Hao Jian wished me...
till now only recieved Wai Leng's wish on thurs...
then HJ's HBD & 'present' - massage...
wao! very comfortable and relaxing...
released my stress and muscle...
feeling good till now...
but then... our Ms. President, Sijun gave me 'present' too...
i kena punished, running the school field...
almost every members kena punished...
bcoz of talking during guan mo hui...
so ran the whole padang 2 rounds...
damn sweatering...
after went up and took a drink then rest for a while lo...
Pig came toward me...
ask for water too...
coz forgot to bring again...
then... Pig drank my water... ^^

Pooi Ling asked what present i wan b4...
but i told her i wan happiness...
i wan her make me happy and see everyone happy...
so sacrisfied right? ^^
coz that time she asked me, i was very depressed mah...
thx her very much for being so concern and making me happy...
Pei Lin made me happy too...
coz... i did something stupid and silly to her... and lyn wei...
haha... now i think bac also feel very fish...

yeah! tomorrow is my birthday lo...
hoho... but stay in house...
very boring... *sigh*

Installation... later...

Later... PMO installation... my beloved Form 5 seniors going to leave us... they are the 1st batch accompanied us for 4 years... time passes so fast... it seems like i just had my 1st installation few weeks ago...

am i going to cry?
answer... YES!
i answer this without hesitate bcoz... i cried all the passed 3 years in every installation...

who i'm going to miss the most?
answer... Hong Liang, Shin Yi, Chun Chee, Chun Wai, Sin Hui, Chee Harn & Chin Harn. They treated me well and always care for me...

At first i wanted to make cards for them... but it ended up nothing done. Haha... i was very lazy to make... dunno why... feel so bad now... but now... i think it's not important to let them now what i wanted to tell them... and i'm going to write here... in the future, whether they have the chances to see these or not... one word... "Fate"...

I hope u guys are going to enjoy yourself later... wait for our "good" show...
Love u guys...

My Last Performance?!

16th of August (last Saturday)... my last performance with my pmo buddies... why? my dad warned me... isn't because of my bad result i obtained for 2nd term exam? but i know... 90% is bcoz my dad was in bad mood on that Fri night + i had performance on sat... he don't like me always take part in these performance all these years, since Form 1. So actually, i lie to him when i'm taking part in performance with excuses like school activities, extra classes and etc everytime. He scolded me on that Fri night. At first, he wanted me to stop all my activites, include PMO & LAS but after that... he was concerning on the co-curiculum marks, so he allowed me to continue with me society but with these conditions below:

1. only can attend the LAS meeting & garedening until 2.30 pm
2. only can attend the PMO practice on Sat, from 8.30 am to 3.30 pm
3. not allowed to take part in any performance & extra/special events, activities
4. cannot hold any post in these both societies

To stop the fight along these 4 yrs, i'm forced to agree. I'm too~ tired on these. That means i have to resign what i'm holding now in LAS but... i decided not to and going to lie to my dad. Fotunately, Hui Sin understand & sympathize me. I'm glad to have her, i work easily under her. Thx a lot, Hui Sin. But then, another problem i'm going to face. The competition in Dec... Well... i had decided... On Sat, when we, the percussion section ( Sin Hui, Lu Mei, Des, Jayker, Qi Yao, Li Min, Le Ling & I) went for our lunch before we took bus to Klang, i told my final decision to Lu Mei... i'm not going to take part in the competition ( my last & the only chance ) as i really can't think any reason to lie my dad and go for competition anymore. Lu Mei know my situation, so she allowed me. I asked Lu Mei for giving Hui Qing to take my place. She agreed too... Good luck, Hui Qing. I'm sure u can do better than me.

Haiz... it's really very hard for me to make these decisions... but what else can i do... the only thing i can do now is work hard for my last term exam... i'm worrying whether i can go for the PMO trip or not next year. It's my last chance to go with my PMO buddies... but i feel that my dad will sure not allow me... pray hard now.

My mood was really XXXXX on sat... but it was my last performance... why not i go happily and enjoy myself ?! So... no one knew what had happened on fri, but only Pei Mun... i really want to enjoy... Suprisingly, everything went absolutely good that day... i played well for the "Jiao Liu Hui' that morning ( pei mun told me that... dunno whether is true or not )... performance that night was... ICHIBANG! really(compared to the previous performance)... i was so touch to see my Form 1 juniors, Qi Yao and Yan Hui on the stage. They were playing well, really... as a Form 1 junior... the timpani i used that day was also ICHIBANG... made in UK, OMG!!! In so many times i played "the Lord of the Dance", it was the best, but i know my standard is low, still have to put a lot of effort...

That night... we were really very very very tired after carried all the instruments from the 3rd floor to LG... Then, we went back to our bus. On the way back to school, everyone were very high, instead of half-dead!!! We were playing with Pn. Lim and our conducter, Mr. Wong. Under Sijun's guide, Pn. Lim & Mr. Wong opened their golden mouth. They sang many folk songs... Actually on that moment, i was already in a bad mood... sitting quietly at the back seat... Everyone were having fun in front... Oh~ it's all their fault... when i heard the songs they sang, looking at all my buddies, having fun... i really couldn't stand... covering my face with the my unform, tears just came out uncontrolled... some of them sitting at the back seat knew... but they acted like they didn't know what happen... continue their activities... Liying aksed me whether i'm ok or not when i went down from bus... Jayker kept making me laught with some stupid actions... =)

Sunday night... when i on9, Jayker and Kai Foong msn me... Jayker made me happy... KF was concerning about me... feel sweet in my heart until now... thx u guys a lot!

all these years... i really thank my buddies for their supports, care & LOVE! i aprreciate a lot... sometimes i can't make it to pratices... meetings... hope u guys understand me. Good luck in the coming performance and competition! Love u guys always!

Friend or Best Friend...

This is an email I recieved few days ago...

Friend: calls your parents by uncle and aunty.
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.

Friend: has never seen you cry
Best Friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home

Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend : they ask you for their number ( cuz they can't remember it)

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff

Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life

Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you

Friends Forever!

Written with a pen
Sealed with a kiss

If you are my friend,

Please answer this:
Are we friends or are we not?

You told me once, but I forgot..

So tell me now and tell me true,
So I can say , I am here for you.

Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the ones I won't forget...

And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven
And wait for you.

Just want to say...

Guys, u all are wonderful to me!!!