Gloomy Sunday...

I wake up in the morning

A gloomy Sunday

I wondered where the sun went

The rain is falling now

And I'm awake on this Rainy Day ...

Watching as my tears fall down the window pane

Feel like my world is falling apart

The rain washing away my memories

my memories were vague...

Covering my eyes with both hands

I can't see clearly

Isn't true...

having a heartache...

sigh... not feeling good today...
i mean my heart...
something that is called 'heartache'...
actually many things can be considered...
1)my best friend, him...
as i found that there is a distance, a huge & high wall between us...
but actually i found out this long time ago...
he is the only one i can find everytime to talk with...
because i find it difficult to tell my personal things to the girls...
he is a good listener... sometimes, but definitely not a good counsellor...
i really wish to find someone like him, yet a good counsellor and close to me...
2)the stupid stephanie...
dunno why suddenly said want to change stream...
u dare to change, dun bother u nx time...
3)study time...
till now haven picked up my mood to start revising sej & physic...
dunno how to arrange my time to study 5 chapters of sej + physic in these days...
grrr... have to start revising today...
4)mainly... I miss 'You'...
how long is the holiday, how lmuch i miss you...
basically, watching you is my 'duty' everyday...
simple thing happened with you... will light up my day...
everytime i see you... will light up my day...
smile on your face... will light up my day...
I Miss You!!!
anyway... have to concentrate in my exam 1st...
then... looking forward to my birthday on coming Nov... yipee!
before i 'hand' off...
wish my beloved senior, Chin Harn:

Happy Birthday!!!

Good luck in your spm... miss ur cold jokes... practice without is really a hard time for me...

&

Guys...

Happy Hari Raya!!!

selamat hari raya...

tiring and stressful week...

tiring...tiring...tiring...
finally get to rest for 9 days after one week of stressful exam...
and being 'kanasaied' by my friends for few days... coz didn't take bio... =D
but the exam was horrible...
Monday: Acc 2 & Eng 1... OMG... burnt midnight oil... only slept at 3 something that day coz struggling with my acc... hate PNS & PHR... dunno what it's about... Eng 1 was easy, thought... but didn't know why... i failed to do well... when i got the paper, my mind was empty... didn't know how to write the essay... only had less than half an hour to write my 2nd essay... then simply wrote... bady written... T.T
Tuesday: Chinese 1... luckily... the questions were quite easy... but almost no time to finish... coz... dreaming during exam... haha... 1st day kanasaied by my pure sc friends...
Wednesday: BM 2... quite sad... coz actually i managed to memorise the latar, gaya bhs & teknik plot last minute before exam... but didn't come out, only came out teknik plot... happy too... it was easy... only some of the ttbhs questions dunno how to do... orange came late... 2nd day kanasaied by the same friends...
Thursday: Chemistry 2... shit... 70% didn't know how to do... saw everyone was suffering... peeping at others' answer... actually i was one of them... haha... hui leng pulled my shirt for answer many times when teacher was turning back... i let her see but my words are too small so she failed... sigh... die la... have to add oil in chem 1 & 3... last day kanasaied by them...
Friday: Acc 1 & Add Maths 2... didn't study for acc coz busy doing add maths... but actually Thurs' night i didn't do much coz after attending 2 tuition in the afternoon + few days of burning midnight oil, i was ord 70% dead tired... acc 1 was quite easy although i didn't do revision... only few questions didn't know how to do... thx for genius Nic & acc pro's help... haha... add maths... thought quite easy when got the paper... we all heaved a sigh of relief but then when proceeding... problems appeared... 2 questions didn't know how to do... 20 marks gone... then few sub questions didn't know how to do... (?) marks gone again... but actually it was considered easy la for what i though... late for LAS meeting... no kanasai...

rest the whole saturday...
tomorrow going out with family, celebrate my bro's birthday...
prepare to do revision for my history, physic and moral...
the damn boring subjects...
happy belated birthday to the Mr.Pig Hao Jian... XD
signed off...

谢谢你...

实验室外下着大雨
改善了最近炎热的天气
回班途中，经过了你的班
和你打了招呼
心里在笑着你的新造型
不丑但不适合你
下午大家到'大M'吃午餐
路途上你还是一样
做一些神经兮兮的东西
但就是因为这些举动
我心情变好了
我们各自排队买食物
自己找了座位坐下
没什么位子了
你选择坐在我的前面
在6m的距离下
我对你又有了更深的了解
回到学校大家看着布告栏
你走了过来
双手又再次搭上我的肩膀
感觉到肩膀的压力
你真的很重
这是第二次
距离上一次已有几个月了
之后我们玩起了tempo游戏
你做的东西总是很奇怪
让我觉得非常好笑
虽然你很'变态'
可是真的很谢谢你带给我的欢乐
以及曾经那深深的感觉与回忆

柠檬茶 VS 橙

睡不着的夜晚
在床上反来覆去地
心里不知在想着些什么.
是我一直回味的柠檬茶,
还是那记忆犹新的梦?
走下楼喝了口柠檬茶
回到我的房间...
我确定我心里在想的
不是柠檬茶...
而是'橙'... 是那场梦.
一个极无聊，不现实的梦
但竟能在我的脑海里逗留这么久
脑海不时地在重复那一幕.
希望手还留着'橙'的汗...
心还留着那时的感觉...

Miss my 'husband'...

I miss my 'husband' now...
and always...
didn't see him for almost one month...
i know he must be busy preparing his STPM...
but... one month le!
stephanie miss him too...
sometimes i purposely go to canteen see whether he is there or not...
if he is there, i'll sure always kacau him de...
but now...
dunno where he is...
in the hell or heaven?
haha... choi!
Miss u, boh boh...
my senior, my 'husband'...
LOL... =)

The '2nd' time...

These days... quite sad after knowing cucumber always giving out electric current...
so keep asking my friends why... why... why?
sorry to u guys...
Yesterday, went home as usual after he zou...
when i was going up from canteen... i saw cucumber...
then i quickly walked faster to catch up cucumber...
but at the end... i dunno was i walking too fast...
or cucumber walking too slow...
then i walked pass cucumber...
why not i slowed down and walked with cucumber?
hey... if i suddenly slowed down my speed and trying to walk with cucumber,
what cucumber will think?
so... i walked pass cucumber and then waited for my mum...
cucumber also stopped there...
haiz... but then...
after few minutes chatting with friends...
cucumber went to take bus home...
so kesian... wish to fetch cucumber home...
whose home?
MY HOME!!!
haha...
i found out that cucumber is using Coca-cola plastic bottle...
hey! it's not good for ur health la...
haiz... take care!
good luck in ur comin exam too...
although i noe u sure can do well...