Living in 16 from now...

i'm turning 16 now...
recieved many wishes when i woke up...
the 1st one was fr Pei Mun... a midnight msg...
then fr Lu Mei... a very unexpected msg...
first time she wish me...
wants me to be more matured...
am i that childish???
nx was fr Xue Ni, the beloved senior...
my dear junior, Hui Qing msged me too...
the msg was... LOL...
" Thx for being the best senior in the world! =D Haha... but i'm the best senior in the universe ;)"
but OMG... Kai Foong msged me too...
very very unbelievable... coz he said b4 he hates bufday...
he said was becuase i wished him b4 so he 'forced' too, i think...
quite sad... but still happy la...
what an 'honour'! LOL...
then Wilson, Lai Yee, Ean Wearn, Pei Lin and other frens in friendster wished me too...

think back bout last yr...
i still kept all those msg i recieved on the same date last yr...
fr Pei Mun, Lyn Wei, the 2 PLs, Shu Huey, Wai Leng and Hui Lin...
i still can show them to u... ^^
but actually... it was an unhappy memory...
i still remembered it was on fri... PMO practice...
i was scolded by my dad that day...
so couldn't go for practice...
then the nx day still had performance in school...
i remember Sat i was very very depressed...
no one noe what had happened but they still asked me...
the 2 PLs, Pei Mun, Shu Huey and others...
so the performance was not bad...
but after that i recieved a present fr Shu Huey and dunno who else...
the very FIRST present they gave me...
quite touch la... coz it was the first present in these 3 yrs...
everytime they ask me for present but none of them gave me present b4...
so actually i was quite angry bout that... ^^
but then they still made me happy and the most important thing was...
they still remember my birthday...
i'm very appreciate...

today very boring...
stayed in house the whole day...
on9 and read novel...
mom prepared dinner for me...
and baked cake, CHOCOLATE BUTTER CAKE...
and as usual... i had abalone for dinner...
we usually have abalone every special festivals and everyone's birthday...
haha... this was the 7th can abalone this yr...
then have to wait until the nx chinese new yr...

The Three Little Abalones...

then dad asked me what i wan for present...

then i said i wan to go for practice every fri in this Nov...

finally, he alowed...

see... i'm so sacrified...

nx time i wan to ask him whether i can go to watch the competition anot...

haiz... hope that he will alow me...

wao... so fast i'm ord 16...

starting now i'm living in 16...

this yr quite suffer...

but i believe nx yr will be more suffer...

i believe my nx birthday will be a better one...

Lastly...

allow me to wish myself...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

having a heartache...

sigh... not feeling good today...
i mean my heart...
something that is called 'heartache'...
actually many things can be considered...
1)my best friend, him...
as i found that there is a distance, a huge & high wall between us...
but actually i found out this long time ago...
he is the only one i can find everytime to talk with...
because i find it difficult to tell my personal things to the girls...
he is a good listener... sometimes, but definitely not a good counsellor...
i really wish to find someone like him, yet a good counsellor and close to me...
2)the stupid stephanie...
dunno why suddenly said want to change stream...
u dare to change, dun bother u nx time...
3)study time...
till now haven picked up my mood to start revising sej & physic...
dunno how to arrange my time to study 5 chapters of sej + physic in these days...
grrr... have to start revising today...
4)mainly... I miss 'You'...
how long is the holiday, how lmuch i miss you...
basically, watching you is my 'duty' everyday...
simple thing happened with you... will light up my day...
everytime i see you... will light up my day...
smile on your face... will light up my day...
I Miss You!!!
anyway... have to concentrate in my exam 1st...
then... looking forward to my birthday on coming Nov... yipee!
before i 'hand' off...
wish my beloved senior, Chin Harn:

Happy Birthday!!!

Good luck in your spm... miss ur cold jokes... practice without is really a hard time for me...

&

Guys...

Happy Hari Raya!!!

selamat hari raya...

Friend or Best Friend...

This is an email I recieved few days ago...

Friend: calls your parents by uncle and aunty.
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.

Friend: has never seen you cry
Best Friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on

Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home

Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend : they ask you for their number ( cuz they can't remember it)

Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff

Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life

Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you

Friends Forever!

Written with a pen
Sealed with a kiss

If you are my friend,

Please answer this:
Are we friends or are we not?

You told me once, but I forgot..

So tell me now and tell me true,
So I can say , I am here for you.

Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the ones I won't forget...

And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven
And wait for you.

Just want to say...

Guys, u all are wonderful to me!!!